| i just want a boy that is a friend, that i can talk to about everything. someone i cry to and he just smiles, and try to cheer me up. someone who knows how i feel. someone who i can trust. someone like you.
  
*all i want is for you to notice me.
but the only thing you notice is her.
All I know is that, even if you wanted to come back to me you wouldn’t. Because you would still be ((scared))
to break me. Just to tell you the difference between you and me, I
would go back to you, even if I knew you could break me again. I miss you, I miss our times, our happiness, the people around us, our spots, our songs, your smile, your eyes, your kisses. I miss so much of you. And I wonder if you miss me too. If you think of me at least once a day, ((like I do)). If sometimes you just feel like picking up the phone and call, ((like I do)). . There are a lot of things I’d do and you wouldn’t. But I’m not sure, because I can’t read through you anymore. And I miss that too.
what do you see in her, and not me? what's so different between us two girls. o wait, she's pretty...
  
You know the weird thing about all this is …when you were talking about ending things you didn’t sound sure about your decision. As if you were hesitating, trying to convince yourself that it was the right thing to do. I found us fighting emotions that ((weren’t))
supposed to be there. I know you still had feelings for me, you still
wanted to be with me. You said it yourself, you didn’t want to lose me
So why…why didn’t you give a last chance to time, a chance to your own emotions to grow better? Why didn’t you let me live ((happily ever after)) by your side? Why didn’t you fight these ideas of letting me go?
well that's it for now, ENJOY! ;D
-aileen<3
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